"I'm sorry. Please let me go. Please let me go. Oh God please please help me please let me see my family again."
Prosecutor Lon Arend began his opening statements Monday by directly quoting the 911 call that Denise Lee made after she was abducted from her North Port home.
Today was the first day of the trial and it starts out like this. This was a transcript. {not even the actual call with her voice} I cannot hear that if I can help it in any way. I have no words, just strong emotions and anger. Oh god please let me see my family again! and she fought so hard!! and people wonder why I would question faith.
I watched it from my computer when I could. I found myself anxious and going from telling myself I am not going to watch to saying I need to. I don't know why.???
I have been attached to this since the beginning, I guess I am telling myself I owe it to Denise and her family to continue through the trial. Never before has someone I never knew effected me so much. I keep telling myself that once this is over I will not read any more newspapers or allow myself to get involved in anything else so horrible and sad. will it ever really be over? will the fears go away? the horrible visions of what she went through?
sigh........... who knows.....
